Aku masih dara Movie

my cousins sleptover dirumah ku..psal esoknya parenst kami kelabuan ada orang kawin.. we watched aku masih dara movie.. it was a great movie.. this movie touches the issue of damage to moral values among yout.. insaf jua lah meliat cerita nya hehe ;) aku tu luan bnyak liat movie orang putih..luan ambung nda mau liat ceta melyu haha ....... lapas liat movie ayai kelaparan... paksa lah kdapur dngan kan ea mask indomee.atu ya 3 bungkus ea masak..kan mataii parut damit! hahaa

27/2/2011

i met fyrah and jadin.. fyrah asked me to accompany her to window shopping... nyeh.. bari taisliur saja mun windowshoping haha.. lapas tu aku bawa fyrah lepak dkat skulah ku. sama junoirs ku.................. aku lambat masuk class 30min haha....and mlmnya i went to Jpmc lawat nenek ku ;( kasian.. kan nagis saja ku meliat. aku nmpak babah kan nagis.. 1st time tah ku tu liat ;(...amin nenek baik2 saja i love u nenek ;(

26/2/2011

i woke up late today..! 11+++ hehehe ;) i cleaned my room hari ne.. alhamdulilah akhirnya bersih but it took 3hrs tuk bersih bukanya apa..lalai wa ku :P hahaha.. tp remote dvd and usb mp3 ku ilang ;( mcm menayasal jua ku bersihkan bilik T.T.... today was a tiring day! banar tah..!!! aku disuruh angkat jemuran.. mun udah angkat atu confom kana suruh lipat! yata paling ku banci tu! sanak jua ku eyh nada amah ani ;(!! lapas bekrajaaa aku tidurrrrrrrr. x kana bangunnnkan suruh ambil adiku..memang sober rasanya bagun tdr trus driving! =s..masa ku ambil adi ku atu ada cousin ku si udi ani pukima! meher! hahaha ea sengajaa liat kan ketiaknya arah ku..mcm suruh nya ku cium paluhnya ah meher! teriak2 ku dalam keta! smpat wa ya buka pintu atu! haha buduh eyh! meher!!!! hahaha

25/2/2010 ( malam)

i had a dirty conversation with my bestfriend syaa hahaha. giila eyh lama dah nda kami mcm ani hahah.. kali tiba2 amal o9.. rasa kan tex ea tp mls ku aku tau nda kan balas.. kali i asked syaa suruh tex.. sya texted lah den ea balas.... tp if aku nda ea balas! ;( aku ada texted jua kali of9 tia. =/ apakan sebnrya salah ku mal??!! kalau banci aku ckp saja banci nda payah aku kan pujuk2 kau smpi mcm ani.. 6 hari dah wa tani mcm ani! sakit bah rasanya sakit!!! mood ku malam ani tiba2 hilang!! aku sigup!!! malam ne! di jamban! aku tau babah msh di bawah liat liverpoo! duli ku duli!

25/2/2010

aku dtg skulah awal today.. kul 1.30.. sal hajat kan buat hw economics ku.. tp nda tebuat sal si biah nda tau! kurg ajar! hahah.. tp nda apa lah prut ku hari ne full kana lanja oleh kaka debah! murah rezki today! aku kana bagi graph paper di kadai! hehe india tu ckap. *ambil saja..belajar yang bagus ah* haha and and baru jua ku dtg melangkah msuk college ah.. kana bawa ku jalan uleh si biah and kaka debah yeayy ;p makan mee mamak take away dari nyonya heheh..and 1st time tah ku tu ka deebah drive ah....masa kami balik college kan makan dah tu tp nada garfu.... shit haha.. tepaksa kami ke time square jalan kaki.. hiyhh! otw kan ksana tu ka deebah kacau aku! ea ckap ada kuyuk! kali melumpat kuuuuuu dapan bnyak2 kereta ah! shit malu banar ku! HAHA....!!! kali balik timesquare MAKAN LAH! i met zee ari ne! rindu hantap ku kan ea ah! masa ea msh skulah cosmo ea malar ampas jubur ku! =3 aha and hari ne 1st time lepak sama juniors intake 4... pasal sigup jua tu hahah biasa lagi trus tu... aku lepak sama durg sal buring class ku batah lagiiiiii...! hmmphhh! msa lepak tu kami beibun smpai parut ku kan pacah teburaiiiiiiii nyehhahaha.. buduh2 ceta kami tu!! kali tym beibun atu ada jeep dtg!!!!! jeep yg ku suka! =s!! kali drivernya bini2 beteriak ku * WOW bini2 atu bawa jeep ah!! tngglam! ruged!* rupanya2 atu MAMA KAWAN KU HAHAHAHAHAHHA BUDUH2 SEMUA KETAWAKAN AKU EYH HAHAHAHAHAH PALOI! BAIK JUA EA UDAH MASUK ;P ..TP BF KWAN KU ANI MSH ADA DUDUK2 SAMA KAMI! HAHAHAHAH... palooiiiI!! hehehe.. ok lpas tu aku classssssssssss zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ECONOMICS satu org pun alum siap kerja yg kana bgi RUGGED! HAHAHA

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i plan to leave Brunei.. want to study abroad.. tinggal aku cakap yes or no sajaa.. hmmph!

24/2/2011 national day / fishing

i woke up early today... and aku mimpi lagi ;( ive been having the same dream for 3 consecutive days.. huh ok lupakan saja psl mimpi atu.. i went fishing di pantai serasa. planed banarnya kan liat futsal college ku tp .. aku kan bakas langar kereta.. mana jua kana suruh bawa kereta dulu jauh2 == haha.. i had so much fun today walau tah hati ku ne sakit masih! == tex ku nda kana reply.. aku ne mcm kana buat sampah saja rasa ku ;( aku banar2 buntu ey nda ku tau cana kan pujuk urang ani.. and fyrah sikit lagi kan menyamal ;( psl aku inda bgitau sal aku accident atu arah ea. aku bgitau z dulu.. she gets me wrong ;( ea ckap z tah pulang kau bgitau dulu aku inda.. aku nda mau ea worry banarnya T.T .. baik jua ea faham..~~~~~~~~ and hari ani jua aku reactived Fb ku.. cos i know deactived wont solve problem.. rupanya ramai jua urg sadar aku deatived kir ku bestfriends ku saja Hahahaahah ==

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In love with Brandon flowers ( the killers )

His smile makes my heart melt! arghhhhh!!!brandon flowers can i just marry you? lol

23/2/2011 bad day bad day! =(

had a bad day today! arghh sial banar! =( mula2 aku dpt mimpi aku bebaik sama kawan ku.. nagis2 dalam mimpi pikir tah banar ;(.. kali aku trus msg ea sal rindu p aku tau ea nda kan balas.. kali aku cakap ani last msg ku ne.. aku tau ea nda kan layan aku lagi.. This was maybe the beginning of my bad luck.. nyasal ku ckp mcm atu ;(..I continued to sleep, after that I got a phone call from my uncle, who said dat my granny is in hospital.. ea sakit lagi ;( i was shocked den aku call mama.. it took 1hr kan tidur balik.. sal mcm2 ku pikir sal nenek ku sal kawan ku ;( .. i dont want to lose her ( nenek) banar tah banar ;'( sudah tidur den aku tebagun sal ayai texted aku minta tulung ambi ea di skulah sal ea sakit parut. tpi kreta ku babah pakai.. aku pakai lah kereta Kia.. parking nya lagi sampit. sal kana simpan dkat kadai thailand.. kali masa keluar kan kereta atu aku terlangar tiang.. habis picak sama scratch banyak ;(.. tkut ku bagitau parens ku.. smpai aku inda makan seharian..kali aku msg mama... balik rumah nasib jua mama inda marah. babah pun inda marah.. tpi hari ne aku disuruh jaga rumah.. yg lain kehspital ;( sal kaka alum balik..mama ckap suruh jaga bawah dngar2 kaka balik..so aku tunggu lah smpai kaka balik..aku pikir tah kaka balik dlam kul 6-7 sekali ku tunggu smpai kul 10 == alum bah ku makan tunggu2 ea..den i asked biah to tex my mom.. sal ku nada credt hehe.. kali mama called aku .. rupanya kaka ke GYM! == SHITOS! kelaparan hantap ku..! ku truskan saja tunggu parens ku balik trus babah tnya *kau mau makan apa?* mula2 mls ku kan makan kira menyamal dah prut ah tpp sakit haha.. kali babah bali kan ayam penyet YA ALLAH.. nyamann batah dah ku inda makan nasi haha.. tp ku tukar nasi nya sama nasi kebun mama ku ;D hehe.. mula2 babah salah ambil.. mula2 dlmnya nasi goreng.. heran ku ayam penyet tapi nasi goreng hahah. rupanya atu nasi tukang masak sana.ea salah bagi hehee. baik jua ku nda makan...!! smbil makan aku smbil o9...kali aku nmpak kawan ku o9 ;( aku rindu ea banar2 aku nmpak ea o9 ah ;( kali aku sengaja apperof9 sal entah ah.. aku tau ea nda mau liat aku.. so aku biar kan aku aperof9. sudah ea nda o9 aku o9 balik. it hurts!!sakit banar rasanya.. i know this is what she wants.she hates me and doesnt want to talk to me.. shes like a guardian angel to me.now i lost her.. i feel alone now and feels like my life has lost direction.. i lost my bestfriend.. shes not just a bestfriend. shes like a sister to me.. i miss her so bad.. how i wish i never knew her.. i dont want she gets hurt because of me...................................................

its not easy to be a good friend

it is not easy to be a good friend. I have a problem where my two bestfriends who i really lovedd do not like each other.. where This A doesnt like this B . this A was angry at me after she found out dat This B is my bestfriend.. ;( This B asked me to not to leave her if this A asks me to! == iVE told her that i wont leave her!NEVER!! But then after we inboxing i tot things were goin well.. but argh! == she sent me a song that makes me sad and disappointed..and deactived her FB!tot that she would understand my situation.. sometimes i regret telling the truth ;'( This A wants to see me and asks me bout this B.. sometimes i feel that its safer to not to be friends to anyone but myself ;'(...I hate myself for this! yess! i cant solve this fucking problem! id rather die than choose between two of you..! please do understand me.. im not Strong enough to bear this burden... please?? ;(